果酱视频

By Jordan Chapman

Bi Polar, an installation by 果酱视频 Professor Carson Fox, exhibited in 2012 at the New Britain Museum of American Art in Connecticut.

Last year, for an exhibition at the in Connecticut, 果酱视频 Professor Carson Fox created an installation of fire and ice. It existed within two rooms adjacent to one another, separated by a doorway that acted as a portal between the extremes of color, heat and human personality. The two rooms together were titled Bi Polar. For Ms. Fox, the two rooms represented the depths of emotion and the refusal to let go of our most primal relationship鈥攖he one between child and parent.

Inside one room鈥攖he Ice Room鈥攚ere 112 clear cast resin icicles suspended above sharp, faceted clouds of snowflakes covering the walls and two snow mounds on the floor. 鈥淭he image of the icicle was taken from a vivid dream I had of my mother shortly after her death,鈥� Ms. Fox says. 鈥淚 met her outside of my family home in a landscape covered with ice. As we spoke, the ice melted, and I realized soon she and the icicles would be gone. Although irrational, a question kept resurfacing in my mind: If I fixed the ice in time, could I keep her from slipping away?鈥�

The focal point of the Fire Room was a translucent red, pink and orange woodpile in the middle of the floor, surrounded by hand-printed flames covering the walls. The room was inspired by a specific memory of her father.

Rewind to an episode in Ms. Fox鈥檚 childhood, and we find her on a family outing cutting down trees. She and her family packed the logs into the back of her father鈥檚 inherited听Cadillac and stacked them neatly in their yard.

鈥淸My father had] decided we couldn鈥檛 afford to heat our home anymore. He cut off heat in the house, except for one room, which was his,鈥� Ms. Fox recalls. 鈥淢y father couldn鈥檛 follow anything through. The next step of splitting the logs so they鈥檇 fit in the fireplace just couldn鈥檛 happen鈥�the log pile sat there my whole life,鈥� she says. 鈥淭he log pile rotted in our backyard.鈥�

That log pile focus piece, framed in eternity by cast resin, is her father鈥檚 bipolar nature, his mental illness and the destructive effects it had on her childhood.

Her parents died very close to one another, Ms. Fox remembers in her open-ceilinged office at 果酱视频, where, just on the other side of the wall, her students work on various projects. Relationships, of course, extend beyond death, as does art. Reflecting on her piece, Ms. Fox says, 鈥淗ere, the viewer can hold an exaggerated view of nature in leisurely focus without fear of it slipping away.鈥�